Yep, decided with Guin and the rest. To make a wordpress, kinda like to pour our feelings and rant here instead of posting them onto blogs or whatever. So yeah, viewer’s warning. Alots of emo(thinkso) and fucked up posts gonna be made by the one and only henli.
Please,I really meant it PLEASE. Don’t quote anything from here and ask me on other webs/forums or whatever. Just ask through msn/sms privately. Don’t wish to anger or irritate anyone. I DON’T WANT TO WISH FOR A FRIENDSHIP TO BE BROKEN JUST BECAUSE OF SOME EMO RANTS. So treat me like usual even though it may concerns you or whatsoever. They’re just rants and its okay if you hate me for it. I won’t hate anyone of you (:
School started today,really darn bored. Same old LRT there,same old MRT trains and 165. Endured same old shits,though funny friends around though.Always some jokers playing with father’s name LOL. Glad to have them for a friend. But felt like I’m closer to my PPF’s friends though. Sigh.
Emotional rants gonna start soon so yeah,prepare. 
To that someone, please don’t get offended over this stupid post. Just some rants and hope you don’t mind and ignore this rants. (X
Crush, It’s just a crush, get over it and its alll over. Yeah,its easy how they said it. But I just can’t. Been a year now, and I still hasn’t changed a bit. Endless nights about thoughts of her. Always wanted to have a nicenice conversation with her but can’t seem to do so, always end up with a quarrel or some misunderstanding shits. Don’t know why, i know im that irritating but yeah,I just couldn’t change. Other can seem to have a nice chat with you. I can’t. I tried to get over it but yeah,not easy. To be honest,I really miss her. And I hope we can remain as friends,till the very end. Not getting the cold treatment or whatsoever >.> Sigh, thats how fucked life it is, just have to live with it :/
Hello mom, rever you are. I’m doing fine now. Just that a recent operation this year made me weaker than I am. Stopping training for a moment before I continue. Would be visiting you with some fresh flowers soon. Many things I want to say but just couldn’t say it out infront of your memorials. I hope i could, I really love and miss you to the extreme. If only that day didn’t come, I wouldn’t have lost you. I got insulted by having a single parent-family, just couldn’t see why some didn’t understand. Still hurting me even though they knew I only had Dad. Dad hates you, I’m sure you know why, but always, You , are in my heart forever. If only you could come back and hug me. I really need someone who could understand me,and the hope’s gone. Ah well,its beeen 11 years already. I still truly miss you. Where ever you are,your boy is always here. (: I love you.
Guin – You’re on the same boat as me, we just can’t get over it that fast. But assured, we’ll try. Brothers before any shits yeah!? HEHEHE FUG U BROTHER.
Dad,the song perfects really describe my kinda life i’m having,even though single-parent-ed. Don’t talk to my father much, we ain’t even close. Before he comes back i sleep,went out before he woke up. Something never even see him for days even though hes still at home. Relationship got worst with endless quarrels and so, he don’t understand me,always. Don’t bother talking to him about problems I faced also. Seriously,fuck my life, endless cryings at night over stupid shits, past slit markings and taking up bad habits. Dad, I don’t understand why you love to pick quarrels with me. I always loved you, as my only and the best in the world. You bought for me a mp3 i wanted, computers and all those PS2 games. Without telling me, but I know they’re for me. Why just can’t you talk to me nicely. I just want to have a nice chat with you. Not keep spreading our messages through a psychologist.. Thank you for understand through the psychologist. I really wanted to pierce,to get replace the fucking pain I’m feeling deep inside. And it really helps. Thank you.
Always wanted to thank my buddy, Alvin,Ariel,Ann,Janice and the other peepos I’m close with for cheering me up. Thanks to Aman and Hakim very much too for helping me overcome barriers too. Really llove you guys,always wanted to change but yeah,life ‘s as fucked up as It is. Nothing much for now, won’t be able to sleep later on again. And would be appreciated if anyone of you bother to sms me and talk to me (X
